Tuesday, June 13, 2006
rawr! to everyone out there: GO AND WATCH
DEVIL BESIDE YOU (: HONESTLY ITS REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY VERY NICE! SO GO AND WATCH (: its damn addictive! REALLY (:
lalala okay. i went on a cd spree on sunday. and i got scolded by my mom -.- she was like HUH so many cds? my budget for you is $100. you go and calculate and choose which cds you want. -.- i exceeded by $27. rawr ): nevermind! i FINALLY found all american rejects' cd and busted's other cd! LIKEFINALLY! WOOOO (:
hahahahah my father's damn funny. cos me and my bro slept damn late last night, when we were supposed to sleep at 1230. AGAIN. then at 1 yesterday, my mom told my father to tel us to go and sleep when he comes up to the attic. HAHAH THEN HE DIDNT. so my mom was like saying she'll go and scold him x) THEN hahahah my father told my mom that she shld let us sleep later. since its the school hols. HAHAHAHAHHAHA SO SHE WAS LIKE. OKAY YOU ALL CAN SLEEP AT 2. LATEST -.- better than before lah (:
i like ryan cabrera (: i thought he was some old guy. and he looks kind of funky (: HAHAHAHHA! i like delta goodrem (: her songs are nice too! i was looking at the all american rejects cd. then you know inside cd albums, they have that little book with lyrics? all american rejects cd lyrics portion is damn gay. that part is totally ALMOST ILLEGIBLE. i was like O.O ahahaha okay nevermind. im talking crap (:
erm! im quite looking forward to this week's ballet. i wanna attend the pre-el class again! honestly i miss pre-el ): although the music and all is a bit disgusting, but nonetheless! (: GRADE SIX MUSIC WAS DAMN NICE! THE DANCE AND ALL ALSO DAMN NICE. I LOVED GRADE SIX CHARACTER! AND CLASSICAL DANCE! OHMYGOSHHHHH! (: i still can remember!!! AHHHHH! and i still remember our grade four dance (: I LOVED THE CLASSICAL DANCE (: and and and another grade's character dance. i think it was grade three! HAHAHAH I HATED STAMPING MY FEET. HAHAHAHAHAH COS WHEN I STAMP MY FEET, I ALWAYS CANNOT MAKE ANY SOUND XD lalalala! memories (:
nevermind, i dont think starting on elementary is a very bad thing. but i think it'll be difficult. i hope the examiner will like be more merciful and take pity on us ): i hope i pass pre-el! honestly i want my honours really badly ): if i see commended, although i think i know im quite prepared, i know i'll still be very very disappointed with myself. maybe i could have done better that day. somehow i think i didnt dance very well that day. somehow i think i deteriorated alot this year. i dont know, i just have this feeling. like im not living up to my own expectations enough. rah ):
bianca's coming back today (: someone's gonna be dang happy. i bet (: HAHAHA. but im not sure what time she'll be be back! honestly i really feel like going out. we've only gone out once this holiday. and i think thats like kind of pathetic -.- really lah. and its already the third week. damn it ): one more week left only. and i havent even started on any piece of homework. there's literary circle. dammit. geography sia? i dont even know what that is about. nor can i remember mr lim talking to us about it. and OM REPORT. damn that om. the process was fun, but i hate doing reports. why cant we just like get it over and done with on term two. whats with this bloody report. like there's a use. if we really learnt something, and sincerely want it to remain in our minds, it'll stay there right. doing reports... what are they for? dont see any reason why we should do them. unless they're trying to prepare us for the future -.-
neither do i see a reason why we study some subjects in school for. honestly lah. apart from the two languages and math, i dont see a reason why the other subjects should be graded. its just like putting unnecessary pressure on us. like please, we're only kids. we deserve our own fair share of fun too. whats with all this whole pile of homework and workload. GRAH. the only reason what keeps me going to school is my friends, and perhaps my mom. because i wanna be like her, i wanna work and earn my own money. im not someone who likes to rely on other people. even my closest friends, i hide some things from them. those things are things that i, most of the time, am unable to say. either because i dont know how to express it in words, or maybe because i might have tried to convey the message to them before but they never got it so i gave up? whatever. doesnt matter.
i ask alot of questions. like yesterday. hahahah. i think i was a bit evil. like carrying on imposing questions over and over again. but i couldn't help it. when there was so much i wanted to know. i took my stand, you took urs. i accept the way you think because everyone's definition of that is different, right? (:
OKAY. enough crap rantings! BYEBYE (:
3:35 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
it's the holidays yet there are lesser people online. i find it kind of weird because it's supposed to be the other way round! okay im honestly really bored. because people are not replying and there's like hardly anyone i usually talk to online! maybe they're too caught up in their lives ): how sad. anyway nevermind.
grease was good (: it was funny! hahah but the people kept pointing middle fingers! at first i didnt believe they were. then when they did it like a few more times i believed =/ and kady was watching! fancy a little kid seeing that ): but it wasn't say veryvery obvious so it was quite okay. hahahaha. kady is so cute (: during the interval she looked really tired! cos she usually sleeps at like 9.30? hahaha (:
and yeah we finally went out on friday (: watched she's the man! it was NICENICENICENICENICE! ohmygosh (: i wanna watch it again! actually i pity nana =/ cos she was sitting beside me and i was sort of going hysterical. bianca too =/ sorryyy! lol. i hit bianca's shoulder =/ and she was like OUCHHHHHH! hahahah oooops! i was too ji dong lah! (: but it was really damn funny! i think its one of my favourite shows (: and the audience was damn funny! they had reactions too (: ENTHU AUDIENCE (: and i finally bought a new wallet! i persuaded my mom to give me money for it. and she went,"you can buy your wallet if you cut down spending so much on your lunch." FINE. so i did (: we went longjohn's! lala! hahaha and yes their service kind of sucks! but nevermind. we still got our food. oh and i realised something. everytime i eat there, i tend to spill something =/ from my plate. because its like the food's so stubborn, it doesn't want me to cut it. therefore i have to use more force. and when i do so... LALALA (: lousy knife! anyway i like my wallet (:
erm, what happened today? nothing much just that we went to see MORE SHOWFLATS -.- i don't mind seeing showflats but i hate it when they sit down to talk! okay maybe for like half an hour is okay, but not for ONE HOUR right. at least, for half an hour i still can keep my interest up! rah. one hour is too long! but too bad. i cant help it. and then i couldn't buy my cd's today because my mom said that my uncle will be going to china again soon so we'll buy another day -.- and i couldnt go to bukit timah plaza to check out attitude's hiphop lessons EITHER because she had a meeting with the showflat guy at 2. -.- rah! but she said we'll be going tomorrow night (: after she comes back from work. which is quite okay with me. at least i get to go. and actually im quite pissed with the attitude people. cos they're supposed to call us. wtf. and eugena left her number too okay. >:( grah!
JJ ROCKS (: LALA! i was listening to one of his songs that day cos i felt like listening to a love song and... i dont know. im crazy over him again (: yesterday i was watching his mvs! anddddd DOU JIANG YOU TIAO'S MV IS DAMN CUTE. aiqing yoghurt's quite cute too x) damn amusing. LOL. go to youtube! and there's bakafish -.- bloody hell hard gay. that was damn funny. i was laughing all the way. LOL. TOMY XD I WANT ONE HARD GAY TOMY XD HAHAHAHAHAHA (:
oh oh oh! i remember what i wanted to blog about already! OHMYGOSH. you know devil beside you's main actor! OMG HE'S DAMN HOT (: xiaoxiang told me about it first. then she showed me his photo. and i was like okay only! THEN AFTER I WATCHED THE SHOW TODAY (: BY CHANCE (: OMGGGGGGG! HE'S DAMNNNN HOT! ((((: I WANNA GO BUY THE VCDDDD! i shall go buy tomorrow when i go visit attitude (: HEH HEH HEH!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnpGRv8lei4&search=devil%20beside%20you ----> GO HERE! its just 20 minutes but you get the rough idea! (: the episode i watched today was sweet! but i dont know if its the same as this one. (: LALA. nevermind! hahahahahaha I DONT CARE I WANNA BUY THE VCD XD thankyou xiaoxiang! wheeeee!
somehow that girl influences me alot -.- i dont know why! like, MILK TEA! she intro-ed me to MOS' ONE! MOS' ONE IS NICE (: PEOPLE GO TRY! HAHAHAHAHA! and then there was the far east one! AND I FOUND A NEW PLACE (: I SHALL GO TELL HER. (: that one's damn thick and niceee! and u know i never liked tea =/ WELL NOW I LIKE MILK TEA (: im okay with the kind of chinese tea you drink actually. EXCEPT IF IT BITTER I WONT DRINK XD pu-er is not bitter so i drink it sometimes (((: i like pouring tea! LALALA XD
okay i'm gonna watch that video now (: HEH HEH HEH XD
12:22 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
i'm sorry ):
i was feeling reflective today and i thought, i know we often go overboard, but i never knew it affected you so much. until today. ): why do you keep so much to yourself? i don't exactly think it's a very good idea. plus, if you keep it to yourself how are we supposed to know how you feel? and then, we'll just continue doing it because we don't know how you're thinking.
seriously. sometimes you don't need to be that nice. i mean, maybe you can tolerate really well but if you dont tell us then we wont know what you want and don't want right. maybe we still don't know you that well enough for you to open up to us. i don't know but i really hope you will. and just confess it when you don't feel good about something, or you don't want to do it. i mean, if you just tell us in a more firm way, we'll realise our limits and we wont force you or do it again.
it has been about seven months i guess? maybe you seem more open to us than before, but i still think you can open up more. tell us how you feel and stuff. i mean, now if i just suddenly say sorry to you it's kind of weird. because i'm not supposed to know? well, nevermind. i think i know my limits better now, and i will try not to cross that boundary line.
i know we've crossed it a million times now. time and time again, we've done it. but you never gave us a warning to stop what we're doing. maybe you could get angry for once? i never knew you were so troubled. i thought nothing ever troubled you or left you frustrated. it's the june holidays, you'll see much lesser of us and maybe that'll make you more happy. (: hopefully.
i'd just like you to know that whatever we do, we don't exactly have the mindset of hurting you or anything. we're just a bit playful and cheeky and mischievious, whatever you call it. we just like to have fun. and, because you never really gave us a warning sign, we just do it over and over again. maybe i should have been more...observant and sensitive to your feelings.
i'd just like to say i'm sorry ):
11:25 AM
